erebonia | 🗱 Sara/Barnham

... Indeed.

[he knows that Sara's the independent sort, but...]

You grew used to having your students here with you, and now they are not. They have begun work on their own future paths.

[He sits next to her, shaking his head.]

Tis to be expected that it would feel strange, however.

I did everything I could, as their teacher and I'm sure they'll be fine... I guess what comes next is taking charge of my own future now.

[ As a bracer. With Russell and Barnham, both of whom made this choice on their own. ]

I cannot say that is incorrect.

[Though she's clearly gotten used to worrying about other people...now Sara has to worry about herself.]

Knowing you, I am certain you shall find a way to keep your hands entirely full.

You're not wrong! [ with a laugh, she flaps a hand. ]

I guess I just never really thought beyond the present until they put me in charge of a bunch of kids. You know, there's a difference between looking ahead and looking forward. And as a bracer, I'll need to incorporate both now.

I suppose I have a great deal to learn from you as well.

[A nod, and simply:]

So do not think that you have entirely escaped being an instructor.

... If that means you're calling me Lady Instructor or Miss Valestein again--

[ Pass. ]

I believe Sara should be just fine.

Don't you?

Calling me anything else at this point would probably get you punched. I had to work incredibly hard for that status, you know!

[ So very hard!! ]

[He snorts vaguely at that, more amused than anything.]

If I had known it bothered you so much to be referred to by your title, I would have avoided it sooner.

It's not like it bothered me... but you were using it out of formality, right? It meant we weren't all that close, so using it after we kissed...

[ Well. She couldn't blame him for "Miss Valestein" after that trial, but it had still hurt almost more than anything else that had happened then. ]

... I understand.

I never was able to apologize for that. I am sorry, Sara.

[He runs his fingers through his hair uncertainly.]

It was...not a lie that I was upset. But nonetheless, I was a hypocrite.

... Hey.

[ She'll just nudge him lightly, with her elbow. ]

Maybe you were. But I can't say I didn't deserve that, either. I wasn't mad at you for it.

[ Even now, knowing what she does. It had hurt, yes, but Barnham learning that she had been the one to kill Russell? That had to have hurt him so much more. ]

And at any rate, I think we've both addressed it properly by now.

Of course...you are correct. I simply believed that I should apologize to you as well.

[It had to be said, okay.]

But now...we are able to move on. Properly.